I don't know how, but I really want it.

[upsticks]

Want to catch up on my replies at some point but..
I just wanted to say this.

I'm aching for art again. Sherlock is on my TV and @CaitlinMoran is tweeting and people are making music and Lauren Laverne is singing along and Steven Moffat is having the time of his life doing what he loves. I... want that.

The prospect of living a crazy dull in-out in-out life (NO I AM NOT A PROSTITUTE), where I don't create and live and follow my dreams, is beginning to actually make me feel sick, and frankly, terrifies me. 



You must all think of me as such an innocent for harping on about art.

Comments

[trobadora]

You're not alone with that feeling.

[glitterfairy25.livejournal.com]

I guess there are a lot of people trying to make a living from doing what they love. It just makes me so sad that most people never will.

[shanima.livejournal.com]

<3 people who don't need art are zombies.

[glitterfairy25.livejournal.com]

I think so too, actually. I read Kazuo Ishiguro's Never Let Me Go last year, and that was partly the seed for all this thinking. It's what humanity is, in a way. #woaaahh #deep

*hugs*

[altogetherisi.livejournal.com]

Me too. I think I always told myself it was impossible, but watching people live their lives like that... I want that. I don't know how, but I really want it.

[glitterfairy25.livejournal.com]

I want to go to an RT Covers party and so do you and I think that means we should go together and have the time of our lives and it will be GREAT

But same; I don't know how, but I really want it, too. *retitles post*

[purpleface.livejournal.com]

We would be nothing without art.

[glitterfairy25.livejournal.com]

I'm learning that more and more everyday. I didn't understand how significant it was until now. *shrug* I guess school, in that regard, just worked for me. #deepman

[james0289.livejournal.com]

OMG, ARE YOU A PROSTITUTE!?

[glitterfairy25.livejournal.com]

It's a steady job, and I can work from home!