I don't know how, but I really want it.

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Want to catch up on my replies at some point but..
I just wanted to say this.

I'm aching for art again. Sherlock is on my TV and @CaitlinMoran is tweeting and people are making music and Lauren Laverne is singing along and Steven Moffat is having the time of his life doing what he loves. I... want that.

The prospect of living a crazy dull in-out in-out life (NO I AM NOT A PROSTITUTE), where I don't create and live and follow my dreams, is beginning to actually make me feel sick, and frankly, terrifies me. 



You must all think of me as such an innocent for harping on about art.

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[trobadora]

You're not alone with that feeling.

[glitterfairy25.livejournal.com]

I guess there are a lot of people trying to make a living from doing what they love. It just makes me so sad that most people never will.