upsticks: (Ariel crying)
[Error: unknown template qotd] Oh dear god, SO MUCH.


I'd write a book; I'd write poetry; I'd write fic; I'd make a film; I'd take up photography; I'd go on a diet, and sign up to the gym with a plan and everything; I'd tidy my room, and clean out my stuff (as well as my mind); I'd go out on the town; I'd take some more exams; I'd study more; I'd be happier about going back to university; I'd talk to people about the relationship we've had.

(I'd also learn how to use semi-colons properly.)

Fear of failure trying and not getting anywhere is a big thing in my life. It wrecks me.


I should really try to get over that.